PCOS~

Current update :

1- Having sore throat with dry cough and some flu since last wednesday... lost of precious voice from friday till tuesday this week. having BASS voices from wednesday till today...

2- I had been diagnosed with PCOS; polycystic ovary syndrome... =(

My New Life~

A good friend of mine had repeatedly persuade me to start paying more attention to me, myself and i... =)

Thanks for her non-stop advise, encouraging me for a fresh start of the whole new chapter = my life. I do felt much comfortable and organized now. No more stress and anger haunting. It is refreshing to live a life like this.

Even though there are a few problems that still pending... hopefully, it will be resolved as soon as possible. Pray to God that life would continue to be as peaceful as it could be... Amin~

Bills, Bills, Bills

Last Friday, me and my BFF went out just after office hours.... where else if not at xanax... our fav spot... we were there for 2 hours, with 2 drinks and a plate of nasi goreng cina... the food is definitely good, so do our so-call 'performance'... hahaha... it's actually quite fun, since we sort of being an attention of 1 cute guy, whom working there... omg... he does getting cuter and cuter each time we came there.... ;p

Anyway, back to the original topic.... as usual, i'd already calculated the amount of our bills in my head... and it was supposed to be about rm60+ but no more than rm80... unfortunately, when we went to the counter to make our payment, it was rm89.90! My dearest BFF, she got rm50 while i gave her rm34... still short for rm6.... speechless.... thank god for ATM machine, but still it's quite embarassing... hahaha.... then, i got curious... how does our bill gets to rm89.90? it doesn't make sense... so, after withdrawing form atm i ask my BFF to get the receipt.. she refuse at first, but after i still insist her to do so, she gives up...

And after we went through the receipt, it seems that there were a few items that were not supposed to be there... drinks and foods that didn't even arrived at our room.... this is the 2nd time actually things like this happening to us, with the same cashier too... so, morale of this story is, always check your bills whenever or whenever you go out spending your money.... in our case, it's almost rm25 extra from our actually bills... it's quite a lot of money to be given away just like that... if we were billionaire, i don't mind... i really don't mind at all.... =)

Tragedy~

7hb Mac... satu tragedi yg sgt besar telah berlaku dlm hidup aku, yg aku sendiri tak pernah sama sekali terfikir yg aku akan melaluinya... tapi aku perlu tabah, walau apa sekalipun, demi kebaikan aku, anak dan semua pihak...

No more 1 whole family after this... it's either mama and Cica, or daddy and Cica... there will be no more Mama, Daddy and Cica... Sorry, my dear daughter... but Mama had to do this, for every one's sake...

Whatever happens, life needs to go on... although it's quite tiring with this emotional chaos...

Kuantan~

Alhamdulillah... nampaknya termakbul juga kata2 Hubby, yang tahun ni berpuasa dan raya di Kuantan... =) minggu ni dah masuk minggu ke-3 aku mula kerja di HTAA, Kuantan.. juga berkat doa Cica tiap2 malam supaya Mamanya dapat tukar kerja ke Kuantan..

Hari ni, dah masuk hari yang ke-7 umat Islam berpuasa... Alhamdulillah... moga2 tahun ni aku akan berjaya berpuasa penuh sekali lagi untuk tahun yang ke-4 berturut2... hehehe... hopefully, by next week dah blh start utk shopping raya... apa2 pun, kelengkapan anak lah yang mula2 kena dahulukan... =) biar anak beraya serba baru.... Mama dan Daddy nya dah hampir 24 tahun dah pun merasa beraya dengan baju baru ni...

Cica nampaknya dah semakin berisi sekarang lepas aku bertukar ke Kuantan ni... kalau tidak, kurus je badan tu... sekarang kalau suap nasi time makan, boleh habis la sepinggan... dulu, jangan kan separuh pinggan... nak dapat 5 suap pun payah... hah....

Semoga penghijrahan ini merupakan yang terakhir la hendaknya... melainkan penghijran selepas ini consists of all 3 of us... tak sanggup dah rasanya nak berpisah lagi lepas ni......

Hotel Istana, KL~

Weekend baru ni, aku berkursus 2 hari kat Hotel Istana... walaupun bertongkat tp aku gagahkan diri jugak utk pergi berkursus! hehe... sampai aje kat lobby tu, nk turun keta dah ada org bukakan pintu... pergghhh.... rasa macam Mak Datin dah, biar lar naik keta kancil pun! kah3... bila dia tgk aku ni bertongkat, lagi la special diorang layan aku... =) diorang tny nak pergi ke mana, so aku cakap ler nk pegi Physio Conference... jadik, diorang pun hantar la aku sampai ke tempat yang aku nak pegi...

Masa sampai tu, dh lewat.. masuk je dewan, Muhyiddin Yasin dah bagi ucapan atas stage.... kursus hari Sabtu tu, cuma sampai pukul 1 sbb sebelah petangnya ada Annual Meeting... so aku selaku bukan ahli x perlu datang lar... esok pagi plak baru sambung kursusnya... habis ke perasmian, ada 1 slot yg diorang jemput Ras Adiba utk ceritakan pengalaman dia sepanjang dia jadi OKU ni... sedih gak bila dengar cerita yg sebenar... yg pasti, bukan lah seperti yg digembar gemburkan oleh orang sebelum ni... hampir menitiskan air mata gak dengar cerita dia... even though dia tu terkenal, tp bila masa dia sakit... semuanya hilang... sama je macam org yang x popular or terkenal... orang abaikan jugak...

Supposely, mlm tu ada dinner... siap ada tema lagi... temanya "Bollywood" and penyanyi jemputannya ialah DJ Dave.. teringin jugak nak pegi... tp bila dah buat tema2 ni, jd malas plak nak pegi... bukan apa, kalau pakai sari nnt tak ke terjojol lemak2 di perut? hahaha... bak kata ayah, 'ok lar tu... awk lawan la perut sape yg paling terjojol!'.... kah3... x dapat nak ku bayangkan suasananya tu... =)

The next day, sambung la kursus kitorang ni... kalau semalam, aku x makan lunch kat hotel... tp harini, aku makan... aku dah mula risau sbb mcm mane aku nk amek makanan dgn jalan bertongkat ni? nak naik ke tmpt makan tu, kena naik 2x escalator... aku dah cuak, tp aku redah jugak naik escalator tu... org lain yg tgk naik seram... siap dah standby nak sambut aku kalau aku jatuh... masa tu, ada something yg terlintas kat kepala aku... biasanya kitorang akan ajar patient macam mane nak turun or naik tangga bila jln guna tongkat, x kira la apa jenis tongkat sekali pun... tp kitorang x penah plak ajar macam mane nak naik escalator... hurrmmm... tp demi keselamatan, aku mmg x galakkan sesiapa yg bertongkat ni naik escalator... mmg susah! silap2, blh tergolek! tongkat ke mana, org nya pun ntah ke mana nnt...

So, sampai je kat tmpt makan... staf2 yg menunggu dah dtg serbu aku... suruh aku duduk kat meja yang terdekat... aku duduk je, mcm2 makanan dah diorang letak atas meja aku... perghh! yg pasti pelbagai jenis makanan and byk giler! kalau la aku blh jalan, mmg habis aku bedal! haha... tp apa yg aku mampu sumbat dlm perut tgh hari tu, nasi lemak lauk rendang ayam + daging + kambing, sate ayam + daging, sup cendawan + desert 5-6 jenis yg aku pun xtau apa benda..... itu belum masuk western and mcm2 jenis lagi la makanan yg aku xdpt nak makan sbb perut dah sebu mcm apa dah! itu pun, staf2 diorang suruh aku makan lagi... katanya byk lagi makanan yg aku x cuba... hisshhh... kalau blh sumbat, mmg aku sumbat lagi.... masalahnya, kalau aku sumbat lagi mmg muntah berdarah ler jawabnya...

Tapi, mmg puas hati la makanan dia.... =) i like! hehehe... cuma 1 yg x best... time minum pagi and petang.... makin kaya diorang ni, makin buruk plak perangainya.... ada ke time minum pagi and petang, kitorang ni kena makan sambil berdiri... ala2 mat saleh pegi majlis pelancaran gitew... aku ni dah la bertongkat... celah mane la aku ni nak berdiri lagi, nak pegang tongkat lagi... pegang pinggan mangkuk lagi... jadi, utk x menyusahkan org ramai, aku decide utk x join la minum pagi and petang tu...

Apapun, ni merupakan 1 pengalaman berharga buat aku... =) iye lar, bukan selalu dapat pergi ke tempat2 macam tu kan... i really enjoy my time.....

I'm Walking Again~

Mlm semalam, buat pertama kalinya setelah hampir 3 minggu... aku keluar makan tanpa menggunakan tongkat... =) although aku jalan ala2 ketam + org kena strok tp alhamdulillah akhirnya masa yg aku tunggu2 sampai jugak... sebelum keluar, aku cuci luka dlu and letak ubat... tgk2 kat luka tu, nmpk mcm byk bhgn yg dah bercantum.. so aku pun decide utk mengganaskan sket penggunaan kaki kanan ku ini... hahaha...

The rest of this week, aku sambung MC lagi... iye lar, doktor punya advise dah mcm tu... bos pun sokong suruh aku cuti lame sket... jadik, blh la menghabiskan masa yg berkualiti bersama keluarga tercinta! =) petang semalam balik je dari KL, terus pegi amek Cica... rindu betul kali ni kat dia... Cica pun nampaknya dah makin berisi sekarang... =) kalau dlu, kurus jer... kesian tgk dia....

So, mission minggu ini ialah untuk memperbaiki walking pattern! atleast by this weekend dah blh jln ala2 normal gitew.... hopefully by next week semuanya dah ok... amin... x berdaya dah nak jalan pakai tongkat... penat woorrrrr.... terseksa pun ada... rasa mcm nak berlari pun ada... hahaha..... itu lar, time ajar patient sedap sangat suruh buat itu ini... tp time sendiri sakit, haaa... baru tahu mcm mane patient rase! hehehe....